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what we could have been, 11:15 AM.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
望遠鏡 看不見你
你的心 飛去哪里
無聲飛行 享受黑夜的靜謐
別說對不起
別讓我傷了心才說 不是故意
我卻無法怪你
別說對不起
別讓我的愛情變成 廉價物品
我卻只能愛你
閉上眼睛 卻看見你
想你的好 代替無力
我相信你 卻開始不信任自己
別說對不起
別讓我灰了心 才說不是故意
我卻無法怪你
別說對不起
別讓我的愛情變得 小心翼翼
我卻只能愛你
用行動來證明 你的決心
不要說說而已 我想要的不只是sorry 啊...
無聲飛行 享受黑夜的靜謐
別說對不起
別讓我傷了心才說 不是故意
我卻無法怪你
別說對不起
別讓我的愛情變成 廉價物品
我卻只能愛你
work has been great, really.
though first day didnt went that well,
but am floating on air now cos my eye candy sayang-ed me today!!
am soooooo loving this job and this particular show now. ((:
something random.
him: is my phone with you?
me: yah.
him: can you give it to me?
me: can i say no?
him: *reverse psychology* can~ if you wan den u keep loh... yah loh... can... you keep loh...
me: *take out handphone*
him: why you dowan keep?
me: i dun dare.
him: *give the 'you-naughty-arh' face and point finger at my nose.*
=D
busy as i am,
i tend to get a little emotional when i have free time.
it's just so me,
always doing things like this,
being silly and all.
but well,
maybe i just got to try harder.
我試著恨你，卻想起你的笑容。
what we could have been, 9:44 PM.
Monday, December 07, 2009
Take me away, a secret place.
A sweet escape, take me away.
Take me away, to better days.
Take me away, a hiding place.
A sweet escape, take me away.
Take me away, to better days.
Take me away, a hiding place.
what we could have been, 9:27 PM.
Sunday, December 06, 2009
am very very very very tired and drained out right now...
but perhaps cos of the little nap just now,
resulting in me unable to sleep now...
it has been a very long day for me yesterday...
i slept at 5am the night before,
and i woke up at 12pm yesterday.
somehow i just couldnt make myself go back to sleep after i woke up,
perhaps cos am afraid of sleeping in till too late...
had something very important to do...
go my aunt house for dinner!!!
it has been months since i last met my relatives,
so this time round bo bian, die die also have to go and show face...
had dinner, sat around, chit chat, gossip, watch tv and fool around.
stayed there till around 10.30 or so and i left.
cousins are my best playmates since young,
how can i not love them? ((:
am always looking forward to meeting them,
and hope that i can make it for the next gathering.
working hours and schedule has been so unfixed that i cant seem to plan anything ahead of time.
anyway headed down to plaza sing/cathay to meet PSP for a movie.
caught couples retreat! (And seriously, sometimes i hate that place so much)
damn funny lah the show... (That whole area reminds of you, and i hate it)
but some scenes are pretty disturbing to me...
but these parts are also some people's favourite part...
and there was this damn old pickup line which made my hair stand!
perhaps it's damn old that's why its damn funny!!!
rushed down to padang immediately after the movie...
was running late for Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2009!!!
though doing volunteering for SCSM has always been very tiring,
somehow it always seem to be very enjoyable.
which is why year after year i insisted on making PSP join in HAHAAA.
perhaps its the company who do things together matters.
first year, i was allocated to the drinks station.
last year, i was assigned to the baggage area.
this year, i'm being placed at start point!!!
something that i think was a great eye opener,
cos i've nvr seen the flag off of a marathon before.
something else which i really wanna try after this,
would be the finishing point LOL.
at first i thought it would be pretty boring to be at the start point,
but manager and asst manager are two very very nice ladies...
so things were a breeze for us...
i didnt really do much things,
cos yusof did most of the running of errands...
i even had time to nap a while lah!
this is the slackest year of SCSM i've ever been to man LOL.
the horn for the flag off!
its freaking loud lahhh!!!
and guess what was the best part of the day?
the flag off for the kids dash!
OMGGG the kids are damn cute can!
there were different age groups available,
and the ones aged 9-6 are damn disobedient.
there was the yellow chains and Standard Chartered banner,
and the kids were lining up behind it.
and when the yellow chains were released,
they all CHIONGED forward.
so we stopped them and pushed them back to the starting point using the banner,
and we were supposed to drop the banner,
sound the air horn and den they start running.
ended up the moment we dropped the banner,
they all rushed forward!
so i stop the kids on my right side telling them not to move,
the kids on my left play cheat and moved a few steps forward.
i turned around and tell them not to move,
and the right side kids move even more forward than the left side one.
so i turn back to the right side again,
and yah, the left side kids moved even moreee forward.
just when i was abt to give up,
the air horn sounded off and the kids dashed off,
leaving me standing in the middle of a sea of children.
-_______________-
i finally made my way out of the children sea,
causing a couple of them to knock onto me.
and den when i saw the sea has died off,
i walked back to the other side of the road and
"WHAM!"
a kid ran right into me.
i feel so apologetic for knocking them,
but den they are so disobedient leii!
enthusiastic lah i know...
and of course the cutest lot of all was the 3 years old and below ones!!!
these are the 5-3 years old group if i'm not wrong...
cant remember exactly the categories...
the world of little toddlers.
uber cuteness to the max man!!!
parents with the kids...
i was soooo busy staring at the cuties that i didnt snap much pictures...
and when the parents told the kids to follow us do the chicken dance,
it was soooooooo funny!
one can really gain satisfaction from teaching kids things like this. (:
ended our duties soon and headed back to look for the gang.
waited quite a while before we all could leave together.
signed and received my reimbursement,
and somehow there was human error with faris's registration.
waited for him for quite some time,
but we camwhored and fool around to self entertain.
photos mostly up on facebook,
my favourite twos are up here though. (:
stylo mylo sehhh.
caught sight of a man wearing pink slippers and find it so wrong lol.
i know i shouldnt laugh at people but its just so wrong...
so funny can!
Throughout my poly years, I've always loved PSP.
even till i graduate, i still love meeting up with PSP people.
And as the bonding among members grow,
outings gets more and more fun.
i was the one who pestered jimmy to take part in this year SCSM,
but am very happy that he still asked me to go tgt with them.
and even though i'm the oldest there,
and i'm the only graduate there,
(which means i shouldnt even appear as participant for their events)
am still very happy to have get along with the new members.
(:
i will and shall continue loving PSP.
its okay, i'm okay, 我不用你陪。
but perhaps cos of the little nap just now,
resulting in me unable to sleep now...
it has been a very long day for me yesterday...
i slept at 5am the night before,
and i woke up at 12pm yesterday.
somehow i just couldnt make myself go back to sleep after i woke up,
perhaps cos am afraid of sleeping in till too late...
had something very important to do...
go my aunt house for dinner!!!
it has been months since i last met my relatives,
so this time round bo bian, die die also have to go and show face...
had dinner, sat around, chit chat, gossip, watch tv and fool around.
stayed there till around 10.30 or so and i left.
cousins are my best playmates since young,how can i not love them? ((:
am always looking forward to meeting them,
and hope that i can make it for the next gathering.
working hours and schedule has been so unfixed that i cant seem to plan anything ahead of time.
anyway headed down to plaza sing/cathay to meet PSP for a movie.
caught couples retreat! (And seriously, sometimes i hate that place so much)
damn funny lah the show... (That whole area reminds of you, and i hate it)
but some scenes are pretty disturbing to me...
but these parts are also some people's favourite part...
and there was this damn old pickup line which made my hair stand!
perhaps it's damn old that's why its damn funny!!!
rushed down to padang immediately after the movie...
was running late for Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2009!!!
though doing volunteering for SCSM has always been very tiring,
somehow it always seem to be very enjoyable.
which is why year after year i insisted on making PSP join in HAHAAA.
perhaps its the company who do things together matters.
first year, i was allocated to the drinks station.
last year, i was assigned to the baggage area.
this year, i'm being placed at start point!!!
something that i think was a great eye opener,
cos i've nvr seen the flag off of a marathon before.
something else which i really wanna try after this,
would be the finishing point LOL.
at first i thought it would be pretty boring to be at the start point,
but manager and asst manager are two very very nice ladies...
so things were a breeze for us...
i didnt really do much things,
cos yusof did most of the running of errands...
i even had time to nap a while lah!
this is the slackest year of SCSM i've ever been to man LOL.
the horn for the flag off!its freaking loud lahhh!!!
and guess what was the best part of the day?
the flag off for the kids dash!
OMGGG the kids are damn cute can!
there were different age groups available,
and the ones aged 9-6 are damn disobedient.
there was the yellow chains and Standard Chartered banner,
and the kids were lining up behind it.
and when the yellow chains were released,
they all CHIONGED forward.
so we stopped them and pushed them back to the starting point using the banner,
and we were supposed to drop the banner,
sound the air horn and den they start running.
ended up the moment we dropped the banner,
they all rushed forward!
so i stop the kids on my right side telling them not to move,
the kids on my left play cheat and moved a few steps forward.
i turned around and tell them not to move,
and the right side kids move even more forward than the left side one.
so i turn back to the right side again,
and yah, the left side kids moved even moreee forward.
just when i was abt to give up,
the air horn sounded off and the kids dashed off,
leaving me standing in the middle of a sea of children.
-_______________-
i finally made my way out of the children sea,
causing a couple of them to knock onto me.
and den when i saw the sea has died off,
i walked back to the other side of the road and
"WHAM!"
a kid ran right into me.
i feel so apologetic for knocking them,
but den they are so disobedient leii!
enthusiastic lah i know...
and of course the cutest lot of all was the 3 years old and below ones!!!
these are the 5-3 years old group if i'm not wrong...cant remember exactly the categories...
the world of little toddlers.uber cuteness to the max man!!!
parents with the kids...i was soooo busy staring at the cuties that i didnt snap much pictures...
and when the parents told the kids to follow us do the chicken dance,
it was soooooooo funny!
one can really gain satisfaction from teaching kids things like this. (:
ended our duties soon and headed back to look for the gang.
waited quite a while before we all could leave together.
signed and received my reimbursement,
and somehow there was human error with faris's registration.
waited for him for quite some time,
but we camwhored and fool around to self entertain.
photos mostly up on facebook,my favourite twos are up here though. (:
stylo mylo sehhh.
caught sight of a man wearing pink slippers and find it so wrong lol.i know i shouldnt laugh at people but its just so wrong...
so funny can!
Throughout my poly years, I've always loved PSP.even till i graduate, i still love meeting up with PSP people.
And as the bonding among members grow,
outings gets more and more fun.
i was the one who pestered jimmy to take part in this year SCSM,
but am very happy that he still asked me to go tgt with them.
and even though i'm the oldest there,
and i'm the only graduate there,
(which means i shouldnt even appear as participant for their events)
am still very happy to have get along with the new members.
(:
i will and shall continue loving PSP.
its okay, i'm okay, 我不用你陪。
what we could have been, 9:41 PM.
Friday, December 04, 2009
寂寞時你像個貝殼 閉上眼 你倔強地摀住雙耳
背對背地坐著 我們用沉默在拉扯 看誰的淚先輸掉拔河
愛我時你不夠嚴格 總忘了 能夠牽手多麼難得
我不怕生命有挫折 不怕回憶會有皺摺 唯有你說要放棄 我不願附和
你心裡有多少忐忑 交給我去用力抱著
雙手還有熱 或許能喚起你的不捨 有一天我們傷的心會癒合
心裡的忐忑 抱著慢慢就會好的
感動都有了 還有什麼不認可 不准我們把愛 給走成了坎坷
多少戀人不費唇舌 在一起 卻說服彼此不適合
我懂得生命有沼澤 懂得愛會失去光澤 只是在你懷裡是 快樂的抉擇
你心裡有多少忐忑 交給我去用力抱著
雙手還有熱 或許能喚起你的不捨 有一天我們傷的心會癒合
心裡的忐忑 時間跟我說會好的
決心放好了 這一次非你不可 若這不是愛 那有過的是什麼
Forgive me for my selfishness.
I know you guys are concerned about me.
But this time, I hope you can leave me alone.
I just want to be alone on my own,
I just want to settle things myself.
I'm not telling anyone anything, so quit asking.
what we could have been, 7:58 PM.
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
假裝堅強，是為了不讓別人看見自己的脆弱。
假裝勇敢，是為了不讓別人為自己擔心。
踏入戲劇部，自己天天彷彿也在演戲。
逞強久了，無法顯露自我的一面。
沒有人會接受一個懦弱的我。
沒有人會了解一個脆弱的我。
真正活在我心中的雙穎，又有誰認識？
是你，決定我的傷心。
假裝勇敢，是為了不讓別人為自己擔心。
踏入戲劇部，自己天天彷彿也在演戲。
逞強久了，無法顯露自我的一面。
沒有人會接受一個懦弱的我。
沒有人會了解一個脆弱的我。
真正活在我心中的雙穎，又有誰認識？
是你，決定我的傷心。
what we could have been, 9:40 PM.
Monday, November 30, 2009
a very random day today.
was supposed to wake up early and go bai bai with my parents,
but i slept at 4am again last night.
thus resulting in the inability to wake up early hahaaa...
has been sleeping at 4am ever since the days i've not been working...
not something very good,
so i better make sure i can wake up on time tml.
gotta sleep early tonight man.
slept half the day awake,
den woke up and get ready went to temple.
YAHH I PAN-DANG i pray for my new show can?
cos my new show got funerals & dead bodies and suicides etc...
so yahh loh i go pray for my own safety first LOL.
had dinner with parents (ehh i treat ok)
den i head down to tiong bahru.
met that person who's growing more and more horizontally everyday.
and i went there to accomplish a mission!
tada!
i had to learn how to fold this!
and yes, all for the sake of my new show again LOL.
see shuangying is a very good girl ok...
i'm a hardworking person at work...
i find ways to learn things that i might need to use for work...
-beam proudly-
and sad to say the above one is not i fold one....
this one den is i fold one!!
honestly now i look at it i dun think it looks that bad loh...
afterall its my first attempt leii!
or perhaps its because of the camera angle...
but that would means i'm a good cameraman MUAHAHAAA~ =X
comparison of the two stars, as request by the fat one.
yah lah yah lahh his is nicer lah,
but there's a fact which everyone should know!
this nicer star was his 2nd attempt loh!
this phail/cui/CMI star is his first attempt!
its even worse than mine ok~
everyone love my new spects i know i know thank you thank you!
i think its better for u to have stars as ur eyes...
nicer leii...
and after all these star folding there was this very confusing donut buying thingy that happened between me and kiwi.
in any case basically i couldnt get his donuts at tiong bahru plaza so i went down to raffles city to check it instead but it was closed as well.
which just simply means i travel here and there and didnt get anything in the end.
AND IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME VISITNG POPULAR OK LOUSY KIWI.
blog updated, its bedtime now.
good night everyone.
was supposed to wake up early and go bai bai with my parents,
but i slept at 4am again last night.
thus resulting in the inability to wake up early hahaaa...
has been sleeping at 4am ever since the days i've not been working...
not something very good,
so i better make sure i can wake up on time tml.
gotta sleep early tonight man.
slept half the day awake,
den woke up and get ready went to temple.
YAHH I PAN-DANG i pray for my new show can?
cos my new show got funerals & dead bodies and suicides etc...
so yahh loh i go pray for my own safety first LOL.
had dinner with parents (ehh i treat ok)
den i head down to tiong bahru.
met that person who's growing more and more horizontally everyday.
and i went there to accomplish a mission!
tada!
i had to learn how to fold this!and yes, all for the sake of my new show again LOL.
see shuangying is a very good girl ok...
i'm a hardworking person at work...
i find ways to learn things that i might need to use for work...
-beam proudly-
and sad to say the above one is not i fold one....
this one den is i fold one!!honestly now i look at it i dun think it looks that bad loh...
afterall its my first attempt leii!
or perhaps its because of the camera angle...
but that would means i'm a good cameraman MUAHAHAAA~ =X
comparison of the two stars, as request by the fat one.yah lah yah lahh his is nicer lah,
but there's a fact which everyone should know!
this nicer star was his 2nd attempt loh!
this phail/cui/CMI star is his first attempt!its even worse than mine ok~
everyone love my new spects i know i know thank you thank you!
i think its better for u to have stars as ur eyes...nicer leii...
and after all these star folding there was this very confusing donut buying thingy that happened between me and kiwi.
in any case basically i couldnt get his donuts at tiong bahru plaza so i went down to raffles city to check it instead but it was closed as well.
which just simply means i travel here and there and didnt get anything in the end.
AND IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME VISITNG POPULAR OK LOUSY KIWI.
blog updated, its bedtime now.
good night everyone.
what we could have been, 11:01 PM.
